"Bad things happen. Sometimes you do them, sometimes they're done to you. Claiming they never took place dosen't solve anything, and won't make them go away. No matter how deeply you hide something in the trash, it's still down there, and it's a part of you. Once you've read a letter that breaks your heart, burning it doesn't help. So you make a truce. You stop turning the knife in the night, and try to stop letting it ruin your day. Waiting for perfection is merely a way of turning your back on reality, placing a higher value on what's inside your head than what is evident around you. Though where we live may be based in shadows, it is our home: and the battered furniture and hand prints near the light switches are what make it so." -Micheal Marshall Smith from "one of us"
what's make me terribly sad right now is when i realized that the only reason she left me is just because i love her.... sometimes, i wonder if someday all the misconceptions in this world would be revealed to be truth? i can't wait. just can't wait.